Today was our first ultrasound and we have a heartbeat!!
As I wrote yesterday, I was freaking out about this scan. Freaking out a lot! I was up until 2am because I couldn't sleep. So to see that heartbeat was such a relief.
The hubby and I were both nervous wrecks today. You could see the nervousness on our faces as we waited for my name to be called. Once we were called in and the scan began it got even worse. I could barely breathe as the nurse slipped Mr Wandy (who was wearing his rubber glove again) in to take a look.
Immediately I saw something, and told myself that was good. A let out a little breath at that point. The nurse then showed us around. I didn't really hear anything until she said, "And there's the heartbeat." At this point I started crying and shaking so then she couldn't see anything until I held still again. She checked out the blood flow and all the rest of the stuff and told us all looks well.
The hubby had been squeezing my hand the whole time and it's at this point that I realized his hand was shaking. He was crying too, which made me cry even harder. So there we were, both crying hysterically in the ultrasound room. Only this time they were happy tears. Such a difference from the last ultrasound we had.
So I'm officially 7 weeks pregnant. Estimated due date June 30th 2012 which seems like a lifetime from now.
I just hope and pray that this baby decides to stay for the long haul and is able to come home with us in June. I also hope that the hubby and I don't have nervous breakdowns during this pregnancy!
Dealing with the loss of a child is never easy, but it's even more difficult when you are an expat living far from home. Life will never be "normal" again and so now the challenge is to find my new normal. I am now back in the USA and the proud parent of two daughters, born using two different egg donors. "Frostina" and "Olea" are the loves of my life and I feel so grateful for the amazing women who donated their eggs and made my family possible.
SOOoooooo happy for y'all!!!!
ReplyDeletePerfect news!!!! Congrats!
ReplyDeleteSweet!
ReplyDeleteMany good wishes...
Amazing!
ReplyDeleteYAY!!! Tears of joy for sure!!!!! I am so thrilled for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Congrats mamma!
ReplyDeleteSo excited and happy for you! So amazing to read this post. Wishing you all the best!
ReplyDeleteWOOOT!!! 11/11/11 is a good day for both of us :)
ReplyDeleteI am so over the moon excited for you. Happy Day!!!
YAY! So happy for you! Praying for you guys and the little one!!!
ReplyDeleteYAY! I am so excited for you! Congrats!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations! You've been on my mind all last night and this morning. I'm so thrilled for you that you got good news!!!
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ReplyDeleteCongratulations so very happy for you xxx
ReplyDeleteThat's brilliant! Good luck for the next few months!
ReplyDeleteI know how it feels! it will get better. Pm me if you ever want to :)
ReplyDeleteCongrats, I am so happy for you guys!
ReplyDeleteI just happy cried for you.
ReplyDeleteCongrats, AGAIN!! Smiling with tears in my eyes, so happy for you. Looking forward to continued good news and many more congratulations leading up to the BIG one in June!
ReplyDeleteI'm crying along with you! I was where you are back in May, just praying for a heartbeat. I'm now 34 weeks and while this pregnancy hasn't been easy, we are still optimistic that we'll be bringing a baby home with us from the hospital. Sending prayers and positive thoughts your way.
ReplyDeleteYay!! So happy for you!
ReplyDelete1 perfect heartbeat. Such wonderful news.
ReplyDeleteI love that both you and your husband were teary-eyed at your new baby. So sweet. :)
Contratulations, was thinking about you today!!! So happy for you x x x
ReplyDeleteCongratulations - so very relieved for you!
ReplyDeleteYayyyyy! I am so so happy for you guys.
ReplyDeleteI know the fear and worry is far from over for you and I will continue to send lots of good vibes your way.
Great news! So happy for you!
ReplyDeleteyea! enjoy the moment...
ReplyDeleteFantastic... must have been such a beautiful moment :) Love to you all xoxo
ReplyDeleteBrilliant news!
ReplyDeletexo
Brilliant sending you lots of hugs. Cx
ReplyDeleteAh, wonderful to hear!
ReplyDeleteFantastic news!!
ReplyDeleteThat is epic!!!!!
ReplyDeleteGo baby!
Congratulations--so happy for you!
ReplyDeleteWhoopee!!!! What an amazing sight, huh? I still cry when I think about our ultrasound last week too. Amazing. BEst wishes for a very beautiful pregnancy.
ReplyDeleteWOW!!!!! YOUR PREGO! That's great...such good news for someone like yourself who has struggled so hard for such a gift. I'm happy for you....looking forward to the posts that follow.
ReplyDelete~Felicia
HOORAY! Cheering loudly from Australia. :-)
ReplyDeleteWonderful, wonderful news. You'll get through this. Just keep thinking 'deep breaths, deep breaths'. So happy for you both.
ReplyDeleteThis is splendid news!! I'm so happy for you and wish you 9 months of easy pregnancy and a happy healthy take home baby!
ReplyDeleteYAY!!!
ReplyDeleteWonderful news! So happy to return from vacation and find this great news waiting in my reader. I'm really happy for you, dear woman.
ReplyDeleteFantastic news! I totally got chills when I read the first sentence.
ReplyDeleteThe first heartbeat listening is just profoundly amazing.
Such great news!
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Congratulations! I will be praying for a safe and wonderful pregnancy/birth.
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