I'm sick today.
It feels like morning sickness, but it's not.
It's just the flu.
But it reminds me of my early pregnancy, and that makes me sad.
I miss being pregnant.
I miss my baby boy even more.
Dealing with the loss of a child is never easy, but it's even more difficult when you are an expat living far from home. Life will never be "normal" again and so now the challenge is to find my new normal. I am now back in the USA and the proud parent of two daughters, born using two different egg donors. "Frostina" and "Olea" are the loves of my life and I feel so grateful for the amazing women who donated their eggs and made my family possible.
Sending love, hoping you are better very soon. x
ReplyDeleteWishing you a speedy recovery from the flu Lady
ReplyDeleteWishing you light with the reminiscing
Sending much love to you
I'm sorry, it is amazing how many little things, or how everything really, can trigger thoughts of loss and grief. Hope you feel better in many ways soon.
ReplyDeleteI'm a firm believer in Vitamin C! I've been feeling sick and while I'm not a hundred percent, day 3 of this cold, is a 90 percent better than day 1. I took 1500 miligrams and what your body doesn't use, you just pee out. But It seems to help me fight sickness so much faster.
ReplyDeleteHope you feel better soon. I'm a new follower from the Monday Mingle Hop. Would love for you to stop by when you can.
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I'm sorry you're not feeling well and I hope you get feeling better soon. I'm missing my baby boy lots today, too. Thinking of you and sending hugs. xx
ReplyDeleteAwww, sweetheart. That was a really powerful and thought-provoking post. Wishing you a very speedy recovery.
ReplyDeleteCJ xx
Sending get well wishes...
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