So according to the app on my phone (see how up I am on the latest technology, and yes they have an app to track your periods and ovulation dates), I've only got a few more days until my next period. Which means in a few short days I will be starting my mock cycle.
And we all know what that means.......
That's right boys and girls. Mock cycle means I have to start injecting myself with these lovely syringes and super long needles. Yay! (note sarcasm)
I've sent a frantic email to my nurse coordinator just to make sure I've got the timeline right in my head. First jab is on day 2 or 3 of my cycle. I have to inject myself every 3 days and then have a scan at some point to see how my lining is. I'm unsure about when the scan is, hence the frantic email to the nurse. If my lining is good then the test is over and I have to take some pills for 5 days and then I'm done.
If all that goes well then I will be given live access to the donor database and I can start looking for my egg donor!!
Well actually, I've still got a bunch of blood tests to do and a counselling session to complete. But I'm assuming that I will have all that done in the next month.
But in my head this is all becoming very real.
And very exciting.
And very scary,,,, especially the needle part.
Dealing with the loss of a child is never easy, but it's even more difficult when you are an expat living far from home. Life will never be "normal" again and so now the challenge is to find my new normal. I am now back in the USA and the proud parent of two daughters, born using two different egg donors. "Frostina" and "Olea" are the loves of my life and I feel so grateful for the amazing women who donated their eggs and made my family possible.
Thursday, 21 April 2011
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You sound like an incredibly brave and determined woman. Looking forward to learning more about this exciting chapter of your life. : )
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ReplyDeleteSSG xxx
I hope your mock cycle goes well!
ReplyDeleteCould you please share which app you use for the ovulating? I just quickly looked and there are many.
Thanks so much.
Shelly
Good luck.
ReplyDeleteGot my fingers crossed for you.
hoping the best for you.
ReplyDelete~Felicia
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ReplyDeleteGreat that your on the home stretch to your mock cycle.... FXd for you every step of the way.
Love always xoxo
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I enjoy reading your blog, too. Truly inspiring. All the best to you in the mock cycle!
ReplyDelete-Teresa
http://www.fertileweb.com
Very Exciting!! I've picked my donor. Am waiting on a couple more tests and my counseling session. I'm hoping for June as THE month. The counselor is on vacation for 2 weeks, so the timing will be off for May. Good luck, will be praying the timing is right for everything! Jamie
ReplyDeleteI wish it were easier than the stupid needles! I am keeping my fingers crossed/praying for you!!
ReplyDeleteOh - needles - you are so brave and I am sending loads of positive thoughts about all this going well for you. xxx
ReplyDeleteyou are a brave woman... don't know if I could handle all the needle sticks. Best wishes for success!
ReplyDeleteVery exciting. I can't wait to see how your journey progresses. We didn't do our mock cycle until we had been matched with a donor, so ours seemed like a formality. But yours is almost like a rite of passage...into the donor choosing realm. Congrats!!!
ReplyDeleteYour right sounds exciting and scary at the same time, and wow that's a lot of needles. As always I wish you the best of luck and always praying for you.
ReplyDeleteOoh yay!!! I hated the needles but got used to it pretty fast ... and it's all for a good cause. Will keep everything crossed for you!
ReplyDeleteYou are one brave girl! I hope everything goes well, and you'll be posting news of a pregnancy soon! Stopped by from Shell's PYHO link.
ReplyDeleteOh yuck! I hate when doctors put needles in me, I don't think I could do it myself. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteI'm new to your blog! I found you through FTLOB and can't wait to read more! Feel free to check out my blog as well!
Simply Kate
Keeping it all tightly crossed for you and youe beautiful family. Hope the needles are not as bad as you imagine, keep the goal in mind!
ReplyDeleteFound you via Blow Your Own Bloghorn and am now following :-)
ReplyDeleteI've got 2 IUI babies, one 2.5yrs and one 3 months, conceived aged 38 and 40, so I have a very small insight into what you are up against. I am so sorry for the loss of your baby boy. I was in bits reading about it and can't begin to imagine how you get over something like that x
I wish you all the luck in the world, god knows you're due some, stay positive (hugs) x
How exciting - but scary at the same time. I can't even imagine that you're going through - but I'm sure it'll be worth it in the end! I wish you the best of luck!
ReplyDeleteI'm new to your blog as well, and I can't wait to follow you through this story!
Oh best of luck!!!
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