I'm a day late on this because yesterday was crazy busy and very emotional.
Two years my sweet boy.
Two years since you were born silently into this world.
Two years we have been learning to live without you.
Two years.
We miss you terribly. I wish you were here with us. I wish you could be here to meet your little sister. I wish we could have been a family of 4.
Two years and I miss you just like it was yesterday.
Happy Birthday in heaven my sweet baby boy.
Dealing with the loss of a child is never easy, but it's even more difficult when you are an expat living far from home. Life will never be "normal" again and so now the challenge is to find my new normal. I am now back in the USA and the proud parent of two daughters, born using two different egg donors. "Frostina" and "Olea" are the loves of my life and I feel so grateful for the amazing women who donated their eggs and made my family possible.
Tuesday, 14 August 2012
Happy 2nd Birthday In Heaven
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Missing your dear baby boy with you, wishing it was all so different.
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It is so heartbreaking...thinking of you on his special day!!
ReplyDeleteTwo years. Oh mama, my heart is with you today and am remembering your sweet boy with you. xx
ReplyDeleteThinking of you. Missing your boy with you. <3 I can't believe we're all hitting TWO. :/
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday sweet boy. Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you. Happy birthday, baby boy. I can't believe we're all reaching the two year mark, either.
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday baby boy.....
ReplyDeletethinking of you. wishing your boy was here with his family where he belongs.
ReplyDeleteabiding with you on this sad anniversary.
ReplyDeletethinking of you and your sweet boy!
ReplyDeleteSending light and love. Happy birthday little one.
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine what you're going through on this anniversary. I'm so glad you found a therapist who understands how unique your situation is and can help you find the strength to love your son without being devoured by the grief of losing him, and to love and celebrate your daughter for everything she is getting ready to be.
ReplyDeleteThinking of your family, especially your sweet boy.
ReplyDeleteOh, dear, sweet momma - I am so sorry. I wish I could rock you back and forth and share your pain and help take it away. Better yet, I wish I could help you find a way to rock him.
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ReplyDeleteOh wow! I'm so sorry for your loss. There is nothing worse than loosing a child.
ReplyDeleteJust stumbled upon your site via little monkey. And I feel so sad for you and the tragic loss of your son.
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