tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post4914324463468742614..comments2024-02-24T09:40:19.257+00:00Comments on Finding My New Normal: Midnight MeltdownMy New Normalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03482513767849843084noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post-24485113005839582692012-05-11T21:46:42.117+01:002012-05-11T21:46:42.117+01:00Thank goodness he asked! What a wondeful thing fo...Thank goodness he asked! What a wondeful thing for him to do. Sending light and love to all of you.Ameliahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07115154893444857726noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post-28503142776503720652012-05-11T18:17:20.975+01:002012-05-11T18:17:20.975+01:00Thinking of you. I remember the stomach twisting a...Thinking of you. I remember the stomach twisting anxiety that accompanied the last weeks of my pregnancy with B. It's exhausting and overwhelming, my heart is with you.Angelahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14426410846093760653noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post-87393823525190290032012-05-11T16:38:36.089+01:002012-05-11T16:38:36.089+01:00Hang in there girl! I know its tough but like hubb...Hang in there girl! I know its tough but like hubby said this is a totally different pregnancy. Thinking of you!teacher101https://www.blogger.com/profile/12580207867482400709noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post-68991594611679402552012-05-11T16:09:00.889+01:002012-05-11T16:09:00.889+01:00I'm not pregnant again yet, but totally relate...I'm not pregnant again yet, but totally relate to the self-blame thing. The past week I fell back down that rabbit hole and was in a very dark place. I talked extensively about it at our support group meeting last night and today feel much better. Even though in my head I know I didn't make tha polyp grow in my cervical canal that caused the chain of events leading up to the loss of our twins, but somehow, when bottled close in the jail of my own mind, it seems possible I did. Only by saying it out loud did I get any relief.<br /><br />Tair said, I slept like shit last night. :)Amy L.https://www.blogger.com/profile/17013013895577702357noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post-18115791999365754512012-05-11T16:00:03.916+01:002012-05-11T16:00:03.916+01:00I can't express how marvelous I think you are....I can't express how marvelous I think you are. I can't begin to imagine how heartbreaking it must to loose a child and I applaude you for even have the strength to get out of bed in the mornings.<br /><br />I am currently giving you a standing ovation for being so enormously brave you are and I'm soooo looking forward to reading though the adventure you have to come!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16690915812179999039noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post-67130870892527753042012-05-11T15:39:37.204+01:002012-05-11T15:39:37.204+01:00I'm glad your husband sense the signs and that...I'm glad your husband sense the signs and that you can talk about what's going on with each other. So sorry it's so rough for you know and during the coming weeks. Thinking of you.marwilhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14490542805154143307noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post-54185569898277917762012-05-11T13:25:07.281+01:002012-05-11T13:25:07.281+01:00I know this fear and insomnia, too. Hope you keep...I know this fear and insomnia, too. Hope you keep getting some good sleep. Your husband sounds like one in a million :)SGhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10751681504123990038noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post-80050201668473467872012-05-11T13:21:18.799+01:002012-05-11T13:21:18.799+01:00Thinking of you!Thinking of you!JENhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18357044911025475893noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post-28464405485017747242012-05-11T13:04:26.490+01:002012-05-11T13:04:26.490+01:00A good cry really does wonders. Sending you lots ...A good cry really does wonders. Sending you lots of strength as these next few weeks pass.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13666103858316621352noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post-15533986984137429422012-05-11T12:10:27.708+01:002012-05-11T12:10:27.708+01:00Not a day goes by that I don't wonder if I cou...Not a day goes by that I don't wonder if I could have saved Logan...i think it is comes with the territory. Once she is safe in your arms I am sure you will finally get to relax a little. Thinking of you in these final weeks and hoping they go fast for you.Darceyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11815399702690690011noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831856940051820911.post-77682188211500790672012-05-11T10:22:41.331+01:002012-05-11T10:22:41.331+01:00A good cry is often the best medicine... you'r...A good cry is often the best medicine... you're going through so much and so sorry to hear that you've been doing it do hard. Hang in there... you did absolutely nothing wrong and did everything you possibly could. I know that's easier to say than to do... I still wonder what I could have done differently to protect Gabrielle... but we really did all we could for our little ones. Thinking of you so often over these last few weeks of your pregnancy.... love always xoxoDandelionBreezehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06988561541523178095noreply@blogger.com